♥♂Shu Fen♀♥

14 February 2012 (a.k.a Valentines' Day)

2012-02-14T18:57:00.003+08:00

Today, I hugged all the girls in my class and wished them Happy Valentines' Day. :D Wondering why? Because it's the final year that all of us are going to celebrate Valentines' Day together as we're graduating. :( Oh ya...music today was AWESOME! Everyone loves my singing. :D I'm so happy. But except...I didn't sang loud enough. :( But oh well...:) Anyway, I went for my piano lesson today too. :) It was okay if you ask. :) Well...that's all for today. Oh ya...almost forgotten. :P Some of my subject teachers gave us Valentines' tibits. :D Happy enough. :D Well...PEACE EVERYONE!!! :D Oh and mostly...

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!! <3

13 January 2012

2012-02-13T19:14:00.003+08:00

Today, schools' fine. :) I had my Englist Paper 2 test today and my Library Duty today. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Hmm...:) I wonder what's going to happen tomorrow. Can't wait. :D I got back my Chinese Paper Test too. :D I scored 12/20. :) Well...I'm not really good at Chinese but...I have to improve. :) Well...that's all...PEACE EVERYONE! :D

12 February 2012

2012-02-12T19:36:00.003+08:00

11 January 2012: Today, didn't really go anywhere. I just stay at home and watch Pokemon. :D Well...nothing else. :)

12 January 2012 (a.k.a Today): Today, didn't really go anywhere except I just went out with my mum and elder brother to the food court to have dinner. :) Then we went to Fair Price XTRA to buy some groceries. :) Well...that's all. PEACE EVERYONE! :D

10 February 2012

2012-02-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today, school's fine. Nothing went wrong today which is good. :) Well...that's all. Nothing new. PEACE EVERYONE! :D

8 February 2012

2012-02-08T20:09:00.003+08:00

6 February 2012: School was okay. There's no Element of Business Skills' coursework. So it was lucky. :P Overall, it's a fine day. :)

7 February 2012: School was fine today. I got back my Science Test and I got 25/25. :D He He! :D Which is pretty good. :D I got 15/20 for my Maths Test. :) Which is not bad. :) And I got 13/20 for my English Test. Well, I'm pretty happy with my results. :) Next tuesday, I have to perform my singing in front of my class so that our music teacher could update it on youtube. :D Can't wait for that to happen. :D And also, I also have piano lesson too. My piano teacher asked me again if I want to take examination. I told her that maybe next year I will start. She say okay. Well...to tell the truth, I'm still wondering if I want or not. :P

8 February 2012 (a.k.a Today): Today, school's normal. Our Computer Application coursework have started. So scared. :P But it wasn't as hard as Element of Business Skills which is Good News. :) Well...got to work hard. Jia You Jia You!!! :D

5 February 2012

2012-02-05T21:03:00.003+08:00

3 February 2012: School's fine. I stayed back in school until about 5.30pm. :( But after that, I went to Jack's Place to meet up with my family to have dinner there. :) Overall, it was a good day. :)

4 February 2012: Went to the Wet market to do my Coursework. After that, went home and after that, went to Orchard Road with my big sister and big brother. It was okay. I saw alot of Caucasians. :D Well...most of them are adults. :) I went to somerset too. I went there to change my sister's phone. I saw the skating park there too while on the way there and I saw lots of young cacasians. :) They were very good at skating. Overall yesterday, it was pretty cool. :)

5 February 2012 (a.k.a Today): Today, didn't go anywhere. Just stay at home and chat with my friends. :) I found out my Element of Business Skills' Textbook has gone missing. I search the whole house and I can't find it. :'( I have to search for it in school. :'( If lost, I don't know what to do le...:'(

2 February 2012

2012-02-02T19:30:00.003+08:00

Today, school's fine. Sadly, today is the last session of Motivational Skills Programme. I will miss the 3 session that I have with Coach Asher. He's a pretty cool dude. I learn a lot of things too in this programme and I will never forget about it. Element of Business Skills, I didn't manage to complete my Task 1. :( But I have to work hard on it as it's my GCE 'N' level coursework. It's very IMPORTANT!!!! If fail, that's a goodbye to me. :'( I have to work hard on it. Tomorrow there will be a Maths Test. :( I have to work hard on it too. Jia You Jia You! PEACE EVERYONE! :D

1 February 2012

2012-02-01T20:47:00.004+08:00

Today, school was fine. Element of Business Skills coursework is going to be hard. :( But...anyway...Science Test today was pretty easy if you ask. :) But...it's average if you ask. :) Well...nothing new. Tomorrow I will be having my last program for Motivational Skills course. PEACE EVERYONE! :)

31 January 2012

2012-01-31T20:26:00.004+08:00

28 January 2012: Didn't really go anywhere. Just stay at home and my cousins came to visit for Chinese New Year. Nothing new.

29 January 2012: Same. Nothing new. Just plain old same day.

30 January 2012: School was fine. Our GCE 'N' levels coursework for Element of Business Skills have started. :( I'm scared if you ask. But I have to do my best too. Today, there's also Motivation Skills Program. I have learn how to prepare before you go to an interview for any jobs. I also know that there are 2 Arts schools in Singapore that have music course in them. It was pretty fun if you ask. There were jokes and I even get to learn new things. It was cool. :)

31 January 2012 (a.k.a Today): Today, school is pretty good. :) Music lesson was fun as everyone of us has to sing. I sang My Heart will go on for my Music teacher because she needs to know everyone of our tones and to make sure it's not fake tone that were made by ourselves. My Music Teacher said I was very good. She said I really did use the air from my stomach to sing it out instead of just using the voice. :) I was so happy. :D Can't wait for our next lesson. :) Tomorrow there's coursework and Science Test. :( Have to work hard.

27 January 2012

2012-01-27T20:26:00.003+08:00

Today, my school celebrate late Chinese New Year. Not all the performance were nice but I like the Performance that were by the Caucasians. :D There's one female caucasian sang and her voice is very nice. I LOVE IT! :D Another one was a caucasian guy performed a solo for 2 songs with his electronic guitar and he ROCKZ!!!! :D My co-form teacher brought her son to school today. He looks very cute. Most of us kept playing with him as he's really adorable. :D Some of the guys in my class tease my form-teacher asking her when is it her turn. Ha Ha! :D Very Nice DAy today. But sad thing is I got a cut on my finger. Worse still, is the middle-finger. Don't worry I'm not the kind of girl who likes to point middle-finger as I think is rude. Well...PEACE EVERYONE! :)

26 January 2012

2012-01-26T19:49:00.003+08:00

25 January 2012: Went back to school after the Chinese New Year holiday. Didn't do anything new. Just a plain old day. :)

26 January 2012: Today, my form-teacher told us to write our name down on a piece of small paper and pass it back to her. Then, she pasted 37 red packets on the white board as in our class we total have 37 people. When she picked out our name, we will need to tell her which number red packet we want and told us to open it and it's our. She also said that in the red packet, there's one of it has $5 in it, two with $2 in it and about five of it has $1 dollar in it. I was one of the lucky one. :D My red packet has a $1 coin in it. :) I'm happy even though I didn't get the $5. :) Well...that's all I'm going to tell you. PEACE EVERYONE! :D

24 January 2012

2012-01-24T19:27:00.003+08:00

22 January 2012: I went with my family to Costa Sand Resort to celebrate Chinese New Year together. Some of my family members stay there overnight as we booked it for 3days 2nights. It was quite fun when I went there. I didn't stay overnight as I don't want to.

23 January 2012: Went there again and same thing except I made a new friend. :) She's very sweet and beautiful. She told me she's like a slut while I told her she's not. We sang together and even talk about boys. :D Well...it was very nice to meet her.

24 January 2012(a.k.a Today): Today, me and my family went to the temple at Macpherson as it was the starting of a new year and we went there to pray and get some blessing from our gods. After that, we went back to the mall which was very far from my neighborhood to buy some groceries. After that, we came back home. That's all for today. PEACE EVERYONE! :D

21 January 2012

2012-01-21T19:46:00.003+08:00

Today, didn't go anywhere. Nothing new. Just a plain old bored day. PEACE EVERYONE!!!

20 January 2012

2012-01-20T22:11:00.003+08:00

Today, school was fine. I got $9 dollar as my salary for this week for my small business operation work course process. Well...next week lessons will start back as normal. I cried again today as I thought of some bad and sad memories. Well...nothing more, PEACE EVERYONE!

19 January 2012

2012-01-19T19:45:00.003+08:00

16 January 2012: I't's the day where I start my Small Business Operation Course. It's only a one week course so at least we get to learn something before go into the Institute of Technical Education (a.k.a ITE). It's pretty useful for me as I have learnt a little. :) The instructors are from ITE too and they were kindly and willing to help. Same as some of the teacher-in-charge. :)

17 January 2012: Went to the AMK Hub to take down some of the cost of the things we have to buy for this thurday, 19 January 2012(a.k.a Today). After that, we went back to school and then have our lunch. Soon after that, we have to do some Recycling Project for our CIP. Well...I don't know what it means but we were split into groups of three and each group have to handle one block and walk from the top floor all the way down to the first. We did get a few of it and it was actually great to help out.

18 January 2012: I kept feeling sad and it's like I have a vision. A VERY BAD vision. :( I had it 3 times until the 3rd time I broke down really crying as the first 2 time I did not manage to cry out as I don't want to let my friends, classmates and teachers to get worried about me. Some of friends and classmates helped cheering me up. I really thanked them for that but still, I did felt sad. :( After school yesterday, I went to my group leaders' house to try and test out the bubble tea that we were going to sell tomorrow(a.k.a Today). It was pretty good if you ask. :) I get to try out 4 flavours yesterday. They were all very good and I can't wait to sell them tomorrow.(a.k.a Today). :)

19 January 2012(a.k.a Today): Today, well...it wasn't completely the worst day ever as some of the memories made me happy actually. We did manage to sell every cup except we still left with the syrups and the other ingredients. But we still earn a little profit which I think is pretty good already since it's our first time opening a small business today. One of my Element of Business Skills Teacher(a.k.a EBS Teacher) cared for me and helped me to cheer up today actually. She even treated me to have some of the Brownies' that she made herself. :) I'm happy about that and well some of my friends and teachers still cared about me too of course and I really appreciate it. Well...I'm glad the Worse Day was change into a Normal Day again. PEACE & BLESS WITH LOVE EVERYONE! :)

15 January 2012

2012-01-15T19:53:00.003+08:00

Today, I'm cured a little already. Which is something good. Tomorrow onwards until this Friday, I will come back from school late at 3pm in the afternoon. Sad...because since school reopen, I felt very dumb and stupid. I don't know why. But...sometimes, everytime I see some work, it's like I immediately know what to do with it. But that's only when I felt like I'm being possessed by something very good. I know it's sound awkward and scary but...it's true. Well...got to go. PEACE EVERYONE!

13 January 2012

2012-01-13T18:47:00.003+08:00

10 January 2012: School was fine that day. I had music lesson which is the best part. :D I learn the genre of music too. :) Although I can't remember all but...I will try my best to rememeber. After school, I have my piano lesson in the afternoon. I have to train my fingering for my piano.

11 January 2012: School was normal and there's nothing new on that day.

12 January 2012: Yesterday, school's normal. When I came home in the afternoon, I started to have flu and dry throat. I don't know what happened but I suddenly felt very cold. My mum was worried about me so she brought me to the clinic to see a doctor. The doctor gave me a Medical Certificate ( a.k.a MC ) for 13 January 2012 ( a.k.a Today ) only.

13 January 2012 ( a.k.a Today ): Today, I didn't go to school as I was having a flu and dry throat. I don't feel very well actually. But...anyway...I rested at home but I still don't feel well...I hope I will be well by monday as I will be starting my course work.

9 January 2012

2012-01-09T20:05:00.003+08:00

8 January 2012: Yesterday, I went to the city Orchard road. I went there with my older sister and little nephew. The reason we went there is because we need/want to buy some new clothes for New Years. In the end. we didn't buy a lot but the cost is a lot. I bought a set of outfit, 2 bra and 3 panties. I found out what is my bra size too. :$ I know it's embarassing to say but I want to remember it. Anyway, although there's discount for the things I bought, but still, it's expensive.

9 January 2012 (a.k.a Today): Today, school was okay. Nothing bad happened. Tomorrow I'm going to sing for music class. I can't wait as everyone has to sing one song. Any songs whether it's chinese, english, malay, korean, japanese, cantonese etc. :) Well...nothing else now. PEACE EVERYONE! :D

7 January 2012

2012-01-07T19:16:00.003+08:00

Today, nothing new happened but...tomorrow. I will be getting my scholarship award at my neighbourhood community centre. Can't wait. But...I have to continue to work hard now. Or else, you know...something bad will happen. PEACE EVERYONE!

6 January 2011

2012-01-06T20:03:00.003+08:00

Today school was okay. I stayed back in school until 2pm in the afternoon before I can go home as I have my Compulsary Community Activity (a.k.a CCA) meeting. After that, I met up with my mum and brother at the mall. After that, we went home. That's all. Nothing new today. Next tuesday, I'm going to sing for my music class. Can't wait. I'm still thinking of a song to sing. My friends told me I'm good at singing oldies song. So...PEACE EVERYONE! :)

5 January 2012

2012-01-05T18:51:00.003+08:00

Today school was fine. Everything was okay. After that, nothing else anymore. Nothing new. PEACE EVERYONE! :)

3 January 2011

2012-01-03T20:41:00.004+08:00

Today was my first day that I went back to school. It was a pretty good start today. But I hope it will be even better the next time. Well...I didn't go for my piano class today as my piano teacher was having some problem so...ya...That's all I got to say, PEACE EVERYONE! :)

2 January 2011

2012-01-02T19:23:00.003+08:00

Can't believe I'm going back to school But It's the last year for me already so...ya...I have to work hard. Today, I went to the temple with my brother. After that, all of us in my family did some house cleaning for New Year. That's all...PEACE EVERYONE! :D Bless with Love! <3

1 January 2012

2012-01-01T20:15:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone! :D

May God Bless This Year to be a Wonderful Year!

Please Bless Everyone in the World with Love <3, Peace & Happiness! :)

31 December 2011

2011-12-31T20:45:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of 2011. I wish everyone will be happy and forever filled with laughter and joy.

Wish everyone a very

Happy New Year's Eve! :)

30 December 2011

2011-12-30T19:20:00.003+08:00

Today, I didn't go anywhere. I just stayed at home and do things. Well...nothing new...oh ya...tomorrow is the last day of the year 2011. Everyone remember to enjoy your last day of 2011 and remember to treat it precious too!:) PEACE EVERYONE! :D

29 December 2011

2011-12-29T20:22:00.004+08:00

Today, didn't really go anywhere. Just went to the wet market to help out as usual and have lunch together. After that, went home and did nothing just chat with friends and played mahjong with family. I cried after playing because I felt so stupid, useless and clumsy. Then, I went for my nap. After nap, we went to the community centre to have dinner. My parents have no idea that I cried as it isn't obvious. After that, we went home and that's all. Well...PEACE EVERYONE! :)

28 December 2011

2011-12-28T18:08:00.001+08:00

Today, I didn't went anywhere. Just the wet market as usual have lunch together. And I just came back with my mum from town. Well that's all...PEACE EVERYONE! :D

27 December 2011

2011-12-27T20:49:00.001+08:00

26 December 2011: Yesterday, I went to Malaysia - Johor Bahru with my mummy, older sister, older brother and little nephew to shop for next year. And buy some new year snacks too. :)
My brother bought for a Lady GaGa earphone. :D I was happy of course but the bad thing is, it's fake. So whenever I pass by it's store, I have to take it out and put it inside my bag or best is don't bring it out.

27 December 2011 (a.k.a Today): Today, I didn't really went anywhere. Just went to the wet market to meet up my mum and older brother and have lunch together. Well...PEACE EVERYONE! :D

24 December 2011

2011-12-24T20:01:00.003+08:00

Today is Christmas Eve. Wish everyone have a very memorial Christmas Eve. :) Oh by the way, I didn't go anywhere today. Just stay at home do nothing. Well except using my I-Phone to chat with friends. :) Well...nothing new and Happy Christmas Eve! :D PEACE EVERYONE! :D

23 December 2011

2011-12-23T19:51:00.001+08:00

22 December 2011: Didn't really go anywhere. I just stay at home. But yesterday, we went out to look for a new sofa.

23 December 2011 (a.k.a Today): Today, I went to the wet market as usual clean up the store after that, went to have lunch. After that, nothing new happen anymore.

21 December 2011

2011-12-21T18:51:00.003+08:00

Today, I went to the wet market to help out as usual. After that, have lunch together. Then come back home. But I think I'm getting useless and useless day by day. I don't know why...:'(

21 December 2011(Yesterday)

2011-12-21T11:41:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, didn't really go anywhere. Just stayed at home and did the usual. And, went to the music school for my piano lessons. I'm still considering if I should take the exams or not.:(

19 December 2011

2011-12-19T20:13:00.001+08:00

18 December 2011: Went out with my family to eat at Pizza Hut. Nothing new.

19 December 2011(a.k.a Today): Today went to eat at Jack's Place. After that, nothing new anymore. I just stayed at home and the usual routine. PEACE EVERYONE!:)

17 December 2011

2011-12-17T19:39:00.001+08:00

15 December 2011: I went out with my secondary school friends and her primary school friends. Well...overall, I'm still bored. It did not improve my mood. When I got home, I felt sad. I don't know why but I felt like I'm left out. So ya...that's one of the reason I'm sad. I'm not telling you the other one as it's very unexplainable.

16 December 2011: I didn't go anywhere new just went to the wet market and clear up the store and have lunch together. I'm still sad. Until my mum ask me to go out with her to the mall and I'm not as sad as Thursday anymore.:) Thanks mummy.:')

17 December 2011(a.k.a Today): Today I went out to the wet market and eat lunch together with mummy and my brother. After that, nothing new anymore. Peace Everyone!:)

14 December 2011

2011-12-14T18:14:00.003+08:00

12 December 2011 - I didn't do anything new. I went outside to have breakfast and then, went to the temple to pray. After that, I just stayed at home and do what I think is fun.

13 december 2011 - I downloaded 2 new songs that I could play in my musical keyboard. Oh and usual, went out to the market and meet up with my mum and brother to have lunch together.

14 December 2011(a.k.a Today) - Hmm...I didn't go anywhere today. I just stayed at home and play my musical keyboard and using the desktop. Nothing new. PEACE EVERYONE!

11 December 2011

2011-12-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

Today, I didn't go anywhere. Just went out to the mall and ate at an theme restaurant for dinner. Then come back and same as usual. Nothing new...PEACE EVERYONE!:)

10 December 2011

2011-12-10T19:56:00.001+08:00

8 December 2011: I went to the market as usual but only went to eat lunch...at McDonalds'. Then, went to school to get my NRIC. That's all.

9 December 2011: Yesterday, I didn't go anywhere and well...I kept forgetting to study. But I'm not going to forget again.

10 December 2011 (a.k.a Today): Today, I didn't go anywhere and as usual at home. And I forgotten (maybe I should say lazy) to study. But anyway. Christmas is coming soon. Well...so what if it's Christmas? I don't even celebrate it and I always wonder how Christmas was like. I'm pretty admired about Christmas. I wish I could find REAL HAPPINESS.

7 December 2011

2011-12-07T18:41:00.003+08:00

Today...I went to the market to go eat lunch with my mum, brother and nephew. After that, just came home and did the same things as always. That's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:)

6 December 2011

2011-12-06T18:46:00.003+08:00

Today...I didn't go anywhere. I just did some house work, use the desktop and play my musical keyboard. Ya...that's about it. And just came back from dinner out of the house. Well...anyway...that's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:)

5 December 2011

2011-12-05T18:55:00.003+08:00

Today, I went to my school to buy my books for next year. Wow...can't believe I'm going to be Secondary 4 so soon and I'm going to be sitting for the GCE 'N' levels examination too. After next year, I will be in Institute of Technical Education (a.k.a ITE). Hmm...I did study abit of maths for next year. So i can prepared a little and know what's going to happen and ect. Okay...well...that's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

4 December 2011

2011-12-04T17:29:00.004+08:00

Today, I didn't went anywhere. I just stayed at home doing what I usually do. It's raining heavily after I return from the mall with my mum as we went to buy some takeaways for dinner while I go to the bank to update my dad's bankbook. Well...I saw HIM again today...ugh...but anyway...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

4 December 2011 (DREAM)

2011-12-04T09:51:00.003+08:00

Last night, I had a dream. I had a dream that I met Greyson Chance somewhere in a house I think. And my mom was there too and she didn't mind. Which is weird. I know this dream is very unbelievable and I know you people will think I'm lying but it's true. If I'm not wrong my dream is like that. I'll just write down what I remember will do. Okay it's like this: I was in a room with my another friend. She kept saying that I was being selfish because all I care was about Greyson and not her and then she will get revenge on me. I was crying and when I reach another room, I saw Greyson and my mom in there. When he saw me, he smiled. He actually SMILED at ME!:D I was happy. So I sat down together with my mom and him and we talked about some things that were related to music while my mum was sitting at a corner doing her things. Then I asked Greyson can I talk to him privately in the Kitchen? He said sure! I led the way and brought him to the Kitchen. While walking there he was actually humming along the way. It was nice how he was humming a song. Then we reached the kitchen. So he asked me what I was going to tell him? And out of all the sudden, I actually told him I really like him. I was shock at first that I even said that...then I even told him, 'I know you won't like me back because I'm not your type and I'm older than you by one year. But...I don't want to lie about it.' Then I saw his reaction. He was SMILING! I was shock then he told me, 'I'm very surprise you actually told me the truth. Well...it's true that you're older than me but I'm happy that you told me than hiding it inside your heart.' Then he smiled again. A very warm soothing smile. I smile back. But then all of a sudden I became sad again. He asked me what's wrong while patting my back. So, I told him that a friend of my is taking revenge on me and she thought that I actually care about him more than her. I was scared she will hurt him too. I thought he was going to be scared but turns out, he gave me a reassuring smile and told me it's okay and don't worry. And then, out of no where, he ask me to try some ring that were found in the kitchen. I was weird at first but then I did what he said. Then I asked him what is it for? He said he wants to know my ring size so he could go buy a ring a promise ring for me as a memorial. I was surprised by what he said. And then out of no where, he kissed my cheek and smiled at me again. I blushed and kindly return one back(on the cheek). Then he said bye to me and gave me another warm smile. That's when I woke up. Blushing...but it's a good dream.:) I'm happy about it and he even discuss with me about music. Which is something good.:) I hope I had another dream of this again.:) PEACE!:D

3 December 2011

2011-12-03T20:33:00.001+08:00

Today, I went to the market to help out my mum like usual. Same as always. All of a sudden, my mum talked about me making loss of the golden leg bracelet that my mum bought for me. I was very sad to hear it and I felt very guilty as the golden leg bracelet cost around five hundreds sing-dollars. I was very sad. Until now, I'm still very sad about it. I'm planning to return my mum the money that she bought me the leg bracelet. As it was all my fault that I lose it. But I'm afraid my mum won't accept it though. So I'm planning how to give it back to her. Oh and my dad stills owes me money and it's MORE THAN FIVE THOUSANDS AND LESS THAN TEN THOUSANDS! I was so mad that my dad still hasn't gave me back the money. And he even spent it on thing which are not so important more than spending it on important. Enough of saying or else it makes me even HURT, SAD AND ANGRY!:'(

3 December 2011 (DREAM)

2011-12-03T20:22:00.001+08:00

Last night, I had a dream of me meeting Justin Bieber. Well...it's quite awesome and unbelievable to me. Well it's started like this: I was in this place where all the teenagers are and I was with some people that I don't really know. Then after that, the girls I'm with all saw Justin with some guys and they were like 'omg I'm so going to go talk to him later' and stuff like that. Then, all of us assemble in the big foyer. And all of us sat there and HE ran to the front of everyone of us and started performing. Then, he took a bouquet to anyone of the girls there. I was like pointing to the prettiest girl to give but that girl although she loves him, she was like faking to be a little humble. But in the end, he gave to another girl and then that's when all of us were dismiss. While I was walking, I heard the prettiest whispering something to another girl then they walk off quickly, then Justin and one of a guy were beside me whispering something. While I look away from them, out of no where, Justin grabbed my hand and it was warm as my hand was cold that time. He whispered to me, 'act like you are my girlfriend and follow me somewhere.' I was shock then so I just listen to what he said and follow him. Girls were glaring at me at first but then all of a sudden, they don't mind anymore. It was awkward at first then all of a sudden, he put his hand around my shoulder while his another hand with my hand but not intertwined and not hugging. While walking, he asked me what's my name, how old am I and what I like. I told him and then he was impressed with the music part. So he gave me some advices and things like that. Then...we stopped walking and we're in an arcade and he went to play some games while I was like staring at some kids playing games. After the kids finished playing, I went to look for him and I can't find him then all of a sudden, I found him hiding from me like he was playing catching/tag with me I was chasing after him but then I don't understand why out of no where, I broke down crying at the entrance of the arcade. He was like, 'are you okay' and then kneel down beside me and say what wrong and I told him I'm scared being alone and things. Then I don't know why all of a sudden, I hugged him and he kindly hugged back. He was warm and he kept comforting me like a little sister. I felt safe and protected by a guy that I roughly know. It felt like I could trust him. Then out of no where, he kissed my forehead and then said to me, 'don't worry, don't be scared' and then he wiped away my tears and helped me up and then gave me a warm soothing hug. At the end of my dream, he smiled at me and told me to be happy. I kindly nodded and smile back at him. That's when I woke up. Well, I'm happy a singer like him will be a good brother and some more, he gave me advice and told me to stay strong.:) I'm overall satisfy with the dream I hope it will be more wonderful next time.:) PEACE!:D

2 December 2011

2011-12-02T18:22:00.003+08:00

Today...I stayed at home and do what I usually do...I study abit too though...after that, I went out with my mum to buy some groceries and takeaways for dinner. Again...heard HIS songs again. But who cares...anyway...now I'm waiting for dinner to be cooked...in the mean time, I think I should go play on my Musical Keyboard for some christmas song from Justin Bieber.:)

1 December 2011

2011-12-01T18:25:00.003+08:00

Today I went to the market as usual help clear up the store. Then went home, practice abit of piano. Then I can't take an afternoon nap all because of my little nephew. After that, I went to buy some takeaways for dinner. Unfortunately, I saw HIM again. But who cares...anyway...that's all. PEACE EVERYONE!:D

30 November 2011

2011-11-30T18:14:00.003+08:00

29 November 2011: Yesterday, I forgotten to update my blog as I was really tired yesterday. Very sorry my dear diary (that's what I called my blog). Oh and I have learned some things yesterday during my piano lessons. So now...I'm really quite comfortable with the piano now. And I know how to read notes too. But I kept getting the rhythems wrong. So I got to need some help again.

30 November 2011 [a.k.a Today]: Today I went to the market and help my mum clearing up the store. After that, we went to eat some lunch. After that, at home rearrange some of my piano notes as I wrote some of them wrongly. And then I went to the bank to update both my dad's and my brother's bankbook and buy some takeaways for dinner. Sadly today...I saw HIM again. I think you should know who I'm talking about my dear friend (Yes I called my blog - my frend).:) So now I'm already very full from dinner. But...it was worth it.:) Well...that's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

28 November 2011

2011-11-28T17:42:00.004+08:00

Today I went to the FairPrice 'NTUC' Super Market for groceries shopping. Again, another Justin Bieber 'incident' again. I saw him three times today. Haiz...I don't care anymore. But anyway I found lots of food that I hadn't ate since I was a small little girl. Foods like Hershey 'Kisses' chocolate cookie and cream flavour is one of them that I havdn't ate since I was a little girl. If I'm not wrong the last time I ate was around the age of 8. I really miss this chocolate. It's also my favourite flavour.:) Hmm...after groceries shopping with my mum, I went home to bath as my brother was bringing me to the cinema to watch the movie Puss In Boots - 3D. I really like that show.:) It's funny and I also felt touched by some part of the movie. I almost cry out int the movie as I was so touched by one of the scene. Well...that's about all of it. Tomorrow I need to pay my school fees for my piano lessons. Well...PEACE EVERYONE!:)

27 November 2011

2011-11-27T20:06:00.001+08:00

Today my mother, sister, brother, nephew and I went to Jack's Place to have dinner.:) Damn! It's been almost 10 years since the last time I ate at that restaurant. Oh and another Justin Bieber incident came...I saw him on the Teens magazine cover page while I was on my way to the restaurant with my family. Haiz...but it's okay lah...maybe 'GOD' wants me to be like him and be like him when I have grown up. He's cool.:) I had fun today...although I have been bored since morning but it's okay. Well...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

26 November 2011

2011-11-26T19:22:00.002+08:00

Today I stayed at home and downloaded some piano sheets to play for fun. All of the songs are by Justin Bieber. HeHe:D I'm not a fan of him lah...but neither am I a Hater. I don't hate him. I think he is a really cool guy, a good role model to follow and a really good/nice big brother. Yes...I like him like a brother type. I downloaded those songs is because I find it easy to learn and play. But it's okay...at least there's something for me to play better than none.:D Well...that's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

25 November 2011

2011-11-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

Today I went for praying as today is the 1st day of the 11 month in the Lunar Calendar. That's all I did today...nothing more...hope tomorrow will be better.:)

24 November 2011

2011-11-24T18:27:00.002+08:00

Today I didn't go anywhere but just stay at home relax. That's all...I know very short but...I really have nothing to write. Besides I'm a loner. So no choice...but never mind lah...I'm already use to it...so it's okay I guess...

23 November 2011

2011-11-23T18:42:00.003+08:00

Today went to the wet market as usual. Haiz...another 'Justin Bieber' incident happened again. No matter where I go, I would always hear at least one of his songs. That's the incident. Haiz...:( Quit talking about him. Well...nothing new today. Just the usual. Well...PEACE EVERYONE!:)

22 November 2011

2011-11-22T20:27:00.003+08:00

Today same as usual went to the market to eat lunch with my mum, brother and nephew. After that, we went home and rest. In the late afternoon, went for my piano class. No homework today but I have to improve the beats of the notes as I kept getting it wrong. Well...that's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

21 November 2011

2011-11-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

Today I went out to have some breakfast. After that, we went to the bank to update my dad's bank account. After that, went to FairPrice XTRA supermarket to buy some groceries and stuffs that we need if there is any. After that, we went home. Well...that's all about it...I guess...because there's nothing for me to talk about now. So...err...PEACE EVERYONE!:)

20 November 2011

2011-11-20T18:06:00.003+08:00

Today...I didn't go anywhere. I just stayed at home and do my things...erm...you can say it's like a routine. But it's not too much of a routine. Well...sorry if I made you confuse.:/ Hmm...well that's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

19 November 2011

2011-11-19T18:50:00.003+08:00

Today...I went to the Wet Market and well...helped my mum a little. Then...went home already I have nothing to do...hmm...I can't really remember anything today...I don't know...I'm feeling confuse and well sad too...but now I'm feeling not as sad as a few hours ago. But I guess today is normal...I think...~shrug~:/

18 November 2011

2011-11-18T18:44:00.003+08:00

Went to the wet market to help my mum today. Hmm...what else...oh ya...still training my finger tips on how to play the piano. Memorizing the piano notes and well trry getting the beats right also...I'll try my best to improve on it and I think I should start studying now to prepare for next year...:D

17 November 2011

2011-11-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

Went to help my mum in the Wet Market today...:) And I had make-up lesson for piano today also...have lots of homework for piano today...I need to memories the notes, remember their beats, fingering my finger tips and get the beats right while playing. So...I think I'm going to brain burst...Uh oh...0.0

16 November 2011

2011-11-16T18:45:00.003+08:00

Today, I didn't do anything new. Just the same routine which is go to the wet market and help out my mum again.:) So...nothing new for me to write...I guess...well that's all...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

15 November 2011

2011-11-15T19:42:00.003+08:00

Today I went to help out my mum in the wet market as usual. Happy to hear a compliment from one of my father's customers.:) Proud about it also...:) Also today...I didn't have any music homework. So it's cool.:D But I have to memories all the notes so next time I won't be confuse and don't know what is 'that' note or even like what note to play. Well...that's all for today.:) PEACE EVERYONE!:D

14 November 2011

2011-11-14T16:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I didn't do anything new...well...I had a good comment on one of my video on Youtube. Good enough for me to see...happy about it...oh and as for today, I just bought myself a Musical Keyboard.:) Happy about it. Well...although it's quite expensive...but still...I can't give up on my dream...and I want to earn more money to take care of my parents next time. And return as much money as possible to my mum...Hmm...I'm not going to write everything out of my heart today...because I don't feel like...I don't want to reveal too much secret here...there's a reason for it and I don't want to talk about it...so...PEACE EVERYONE!:D

12 November 2011

2011-11-12T15:20:00.002+08:00

Today I didn't do anything new...just stay at home...and relax since it's raining...Well...nothing new today I can say...that's why I wrote my feelings today early...

11 November 2011

2011-11-11T18:13:00.003+08:00

Sorry that I forgotten to post yesterday. Well...yesterday I didn't really go anywhere but I have uploaded another video of me singing and well...I think its okay I guess...but my voice isn't that good yet. Oh and yesterday I played mahjong's with my family members well...it's quite tiring playing for 1 and a half round as you need to use your brain to try solve it and things like that. Well...as for today, I went to the market to help my mum out and unfortunately I got cut by a fish. It's quite painful at first but soon after that it's not really painful anymore. I need to put a plaster though as it tears off my skin a little. Well...I have to admit it styles my hand...(hehe...:D oops...:$) Err...ignore what I just said but overall today is okay...hope tomorrow it will be a better day to be.:) Peace Everyone!:D

9 November 2011

2011-11-09T19:53:00.003+08:00

Today I didn't do anything new. Just slack at home doing homework that my piano teacher gave me. Erm...well...I don't have a piano or musical keyboard so I have to go to the music school to lend it for 30minutes. So...ya...well...anyway...you can say it's quite bored for me today. I wish I can find my 'FREEDOM' sooner or later like a normal teenage girl.

8 November 2011

2011-11-08T19:45:00.003+08:00

Today I went to the market as usual help out my mum. Today also happened to be the first day of my first piano lesson.:) It's quite hard at first and it only last 45minutes so it's okay I think...I learn how to use the finger tips to play the piano. Learn the musical notes, Listen to the sound to see if it is minor or major. It's going to be hard I know but...I'm going to give up that easily if its my dream. I have homework to do too. I need to train my finger tips and memories all the notes. Jia You Jia You for myself.

7 November 2011

2011-11-07T17:10:00.003+08:00

Today, I received a comment on my Youtube channel. It says I suck at singing. I felt hurt actually and I received 2 thumbs down. I was quite sad about it and hurt inside of me. So I decided to delete that video and set all my video's to privacy. So now no one is able to view my video unless I allowed them to. Well...what else can I say? I know I'm suck at singing but I can't really accept bad comment yet.:'( So now I want to relax...I decided not to take any videos of me singing for a few days. Or even for a few weeks. Depends on my mood.:( Oh by the way, tomorrow is my first lesson of piano and I can't wait to get started. And, I wonder how is that teacher like. I knew it's a female teacher already but I wonder how is she like. I hope she won't be fierce. Wish me luck tomorrow.

6 November 2011

2011-11-06T19:34:00.003+08:00

Today went with my sister and little nephew to eat some ' New York's ' outside. And, same as always, no matter where I go, I will always hear at least one song that is sang by the One and Only Teen Heartthrob, Mr Justin Drew Bieber! I know it sounds very unbelievable and crazy but...IT'S TRUE! That's why I'm writing everything that is inside my heart and on my mind. Well...at first I really hate it. It all started when my friends were talking bad things about him a few months ago and I was like protesting them by saying like he isn't that bad. Then after school when I went to buy my lunch, that's where I met the voice of his and his song. From that day on, it started getting like that. And it's always the same except it sometimes played different songs. Sometimes I hear one of his song, sometimes I hear two of his song. That time I was very annoyed and started disliking him. But then after that, I know it hurts to dislike someone. so then I just let it come. So that's why I don't dislike him anymore. And...I think...when I grow up...I want to be just like him. A great singer with so much talents.:) Because I always want to be a singer when I grow up.:)Even if this dream doesn't come true, I still have to be happy with my life. Well...he is out of my dislike list now.:) So now in my dislike list left no one.:) Which is very GOOD!:D He is now added to one of the kind of singer I want to be when I grow up. Because I still want to be like Taylor Swift, Avirl Lavigne, Lady GaGa, Katy Perry, Greyson Chance and 'Him' of course.:) Well...nothing more for me to say now...#PEACE Everyone!:D

5 November 2011

2011-11-05T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today...nothing new happened...but a few hours ago...I went with my mum to go buy some takeaways for dinner. While we were on our way, we met our neighbor that we haven't been talking for quite a long while. After we talk for around 5 to 10 minutes, when we were going to leave, my neighbor asked me if I had a boyfriend or not. My mind was thinking like...OMG don't make me blush...I mean I'm so ugly...who would want me...and I'm still young and still studying. So I can't have and then, my reply to her was 'Huh??? No lah! I don't have!!!' I know you people will think is a little EPIC but...I don't care...I just type out what is on my mind and heart.:/

4 November 2011

2011-11-04T19:01:00.005+08:00

Today I didn't really do anything but stay at home and see what I want to do. After that, I recorded a video of me singing. It's called Yesterday Once More by The Carpenters. The reason I sang that song was because...I was sad...REALLY REALLY SAD...and I have some flashbacks of happy memories and also sad memories. I forced myself not to cry while I'm singing. After I finish recording the video of me singing, I broke down into tears.:'( Well...my heart really hurts from all the memories. This is the link to my video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDvlNRozNZg&feature=feedu Hope you guys will view it and give me suggestions or even comments.

3 November 2011

2011-11-03T17:59:00.004+08:00

Last night I had an unbelievable dream. I dreamt of my religion's Goddess. She only smile at me. I haven't even bow down to her and she has disappeared already. But I kept wondering the whole day what does it meant. I hope tonight I would dream of her again as I want to know what it meant and I'm confuse. I don't know if she's warning me over something or something else. I wonder...Anyway...today I didn't go anywhere. I just stayed at home. Oh I have uploaded a video of me singing on youtube but now...currently nobody view yet...but at least I have one comment on one of my other videos, better than nothing.:)

2 November 2011

2011-11-02T19:57:00.009+08:00

Today went to help out my mum in the Wet Market as usual. In the afternoon, I went with my mum and brother to the Pawn Shop to pawn some of my mum's 'precious gold' as my father is lack of money. Well...she was upset of course and from the look of her emotion, I can feel that she have sadness, hatred and worries in her. I think some day, our family is going to be very poor. I REALLY REALLY HATE MY DAD!!!! I HATE HIM!!! I HATE HIM!!! I HATE HIM!!! I HATE HIM because he never really cared about my mum whenever my mum is busy, doesn't care about her opinions, feelings and even when she faces difficulties. I don't think my dad TRULY LOVES my mum at all as he always ask her to do this and do that like she's the maid that my father hired. My father is very SELFISH. I know he has his own difficulties too but he did not care about my mum at all. Not even a single touch like she's a food that is made from dangerous ingredients like poisonous gas etc. I REALLY REALLY HATE HIM!!! I wish I could tell my mum some day. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO CRY RIGHT NOW!!! But, I have to STAY STRONG! I can't cry...I'm already a grown up girl...I promised my mum I would never ever cry again but I can't...:'( because my heart is SHATTERED and CRYING OUT BLOOD now!!! I wish there will be someone to comfort me...someone that really cares about me instead of my lovely mum and other family members [exclude my so-called DAD(don't worry, he's my biological dad so don't get negative minded)] I want someone else...someone I think he/she that can helps me and fix and cure the broken heart inside me...:'(

1 November 2011

2011-11-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

Today went to the Wet Market to help out my mum as usual. Nothing new today actually...so basically is that I'm bored that's all!

31 October 2011

2011-10-31T18:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Halloween Day everyone! Although I don't celebrate halloween but...still enjoy the day. Well...today...I went to see a movie with my brother. It's called Footloose. It was awesome. In this movie, I learned some things although it contents sexual(a little) & not too inappropriate languages as it stated PG13. I have learned that teenagers should have our own fun because someday...we will grow up and become an adult. Sooner or later, you will be a parent too. That's what I'm seeking for now. 'Freedom', 'Fun' & 'Enjoy'. That's what God want us to do. To enjoy ourselves here on earth. To make friends, feel the earth with happiness and many other good staff. I really wish I could have my own freedom. But I don't know how to...so I guess I have to wait till someone that could get me out of this 'Hellhole'. Yup! That's right! I called my life living in a 'Hellhole' because I didn't enjoy myself as a teenager. I know I have friends and people who cared about me but the problem is that...DEEP DOWN inside my heart, I'm not as happy as what everyone taught. I hide my feelings from everyone. Even if I dislike it, I still said I like it because I don't want to hurt other people feelings. Because if I do, it will hurt them and even hurts me more. I wish that I could REALly be HAPPY someday. I wish that someday someone will just carry me up and look forward to the beautiful island of Paradise that everyone wants.

30 October 2011

2011-10-30T19:32:00.004+08:00

Today there's nothing new. I went to sign in my facebook a few hours ago and I chatted with my primary school friend that I have not contacted with for quite awhile. Well, while we were chatting, I asked her if she have any new interests(hobbies). Then I told her I'm still into singing and she was very proud of me. She even told me that she wish I would be a singer one day so that she have a singer as a friend.:) I was like so happy that my friend actually make a compliment that I felt touched about.:') So that's why from now on, I'm going to start pursuading my dream for music. Even if I can't become a singer, I have to be happy about my life and be happy that I have people who cares for me and helped me out in passing all the hard obstacles.:')

29 October 2011

2011-10-29T19:51:00.004+08:00

Today I was tricked by brother to go out to the Wet Market to help my mum. But anyway I have forgotten about it. Today I also went jogging around my neighbourhood and its my first time.:) Nothing new today but hope tomorrow there will be. Oh and I have to say something...which is...I'm officially quite scared of THE JUSTIN BIEBER!!! Maybe it's because I heard some rumours that II heard that I don't know if it's true or not that makes me scared of him but...I'll see how it goes first...:/

28 October 2011

2011-10-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

Today went to the Wet Market to help out my mum early in the morning around 7 something. Todays' business was okay. At least we have earn alittle better than none. Happy that I helped my mum out although its alittle tiring and other sorts of stuff but it was worth it as I learn some things. Well today is the starting for my PARADISE!:D Its going to be a long adventure for 2months.:)

27 October 2011

2011-10-27T20:00:00.004+08:00

25 October 2011: Got Back my Report Book and happy for my results.:) And I also went to sign up for piano lessons.:D I'm starting on 8 November 2011.:D Can't wait for that day to come.:D

26 October 2011: HeHe:D I'm quite shy to say about this but yesterday, got some of my mum and dad's regular customers asked my mum like 'Is she your daughter?' when my mum say 'yes', some will say 'oh she's so filial and obedient', some will say 'WOW! 0.0 Really??0.0' and some will say 'oh my god!0.0 You have such a beautiful looking daughter'. :D The last comment makes me blush actually...hehe:P aiyo:$ ~blush~ oops:$ :D

27 October 2011(a.k.a Today) - Today went out of school for bowling and I have learned how to play:D And its my first time getting a strike:D So happy for that but I'm still not very good with it as I always got a gutter ball.:( But it's okay! At least I had fun!:D And today is also my LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!:D Yay!:D 2Months of Holiday for me to enjoy...:D But of course, studies is also important. So during the school holiday, I need to study some of my subjects as next year I am taking my GCE 'N' levels Examination. So, I have to work hard.:)

25 October 2011

2011-10-25T18:59:00.003+08:00

Today I have gotten back my report book.:) Happy that I'm 1st in class position again.:D I hope I could continue to work hard and better as next I'm going to be taking the GCE 'N' level examinations.:') Can't believe I have grown up so fast.:')

24 October 2011

2011-10-24T19:25:00.003+08:00

Today went to the Yio Chu Kang Stadium for the Atheletics Competition for Sec 1, 2, 3 and 4NA students. And, everyone in my class were suprised to see our co-form teacher back from her maternity leave with a happy and hyper attitude. And to our shock, she did not gain any mass after labouring her son. Yes! She told us that she's giving birth to a son when she was still teaching us a few months ago.:D Well...today I'm quite happy.:) At least there is no arguement around me today.:D

23 October 2011

2011-10-23T20:33:00.003+08:00

There is nothing new today. Just a plain sunday for me to relax. Tomorrow I'm going to the Yio Chu Kang Stadium for the Atheletics competition. Well, everyone in the school exclude some of the teachers and the Sec 4 Express, 4 Normal Technical & 5 Normal Academics students who are taking the GCE 'O' & 'N' Levels Examination are going. I hope tomorrow will be a great day as tomorrow my co-form teacher is coming back from her maternity leave. Our class miss her so much. I wonder how is she now...I hope she is still fine.:)

22 October 2011

2011-10-22T19:06:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I performed for Lunchtime Performance. It was suppose to held in the school foyer. But instead of the school foyer, we went to perform at the school's AVA room. When its my turn to perform, at first I stuttered when I sang but then when I sang the second verse, I began to go normal. After my performance, my music teachers were impressed with me and they even encourage me to practice singing more often.:D I was very happy.:) So everyday, I will at least sing a couple of songs that I can memorises the lyrics fully with perfect pitch voice in it.:) Today, well...nothing new...just plain old Nice Saturday. Tomorrow I guess it's going to be a busy day...:)

20 October 2011

2011-10-20T20:26:00.005+08:00

Today, didn't really did anything new but today, my sister told me something which is very important. When I heard, I almost got tears in my eyes. My sister told me that my mum recently has been broke and out of money for things. So she told me to start saving money and don't spent it on things that we want all the times. I was actually sad and heartbroken deep down inside of me.:'( I actually saved my money to go for a piano course. Because I always wanted to learn and its also something that helps me in the future for what I want to be when I grow up.

I really wish I have a piano someday...:'( I hope I can master piano also, so that I can play and sing at the same time...

But then, after hearing what my sister told me, I'm willing to sacrifice my planning for going for piano courses to help my mum out.:'( Tomorrow I'm going to perform for my Final Year Assessment for MUSIC. I going to sing and my another friend will be playing the piano. We will be performing during LunchTime Performance which is held every friday after school at our school's foyer. I hope tomorrow everything will goes well and successful.

19 October 2011

2011-10-19T20:44:00.003+08:00

Today, I need to sign a paper to double comfirm everything before they print it out into a report card. I also found out my class position and I can't believe it...I GOT 1st POSITION in CLASS AGAIN!!!:D I'm so HAPPY!:D I can't wait to get back my report card to see the comment given by my teachers.:')

18 October 2011

2011-10-18T19:56:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To Tan Shi Shu Fen

Happy Birthday To YOU!!!

Today is my 15th Birthday!:D I'm very happy.:) Some of my friends wishes me Happy Birthday. Which I'm really happy about. Those who never wish me a Happy Birthday, its okay for them. I'm happy that they are my friends.:) Today is also the day where I make my NRIC in school. Haha:D My friends joke with me as they said that it's the Governments' birthday present for me.(Haha:D) Very coincidence that it's also my birthday.:) I have also gotten back the rest of my examination results and I'm really happy and satisfied about it. This is what I scored:

English Paper 1 - 54/80 (50% - I scored 34%) &;

CPA Theory & Practical - 91/100 (100% - I scored 91%)

I am Happy that I have passed all my subjects.
Overall for today, I am very HAPPY! hehe:D

17 October 2011

2011-10-17T19:39:00.003+08:00

Today, I took back my 5 out of 6 subjects results. This is what I scored for my subjects:

English Paper 2 - 45.5/60 (50% - I get 38%)

Mathematics Paper 1&2 combine - 92/110 (100% - I get 82%)

Chinese Overall - 71/100 (100% - I get 71%)

Science - 52/60 (100% - I get 87%) &;

Element of Business Skills - 108/120 (100% - I get 90%)

I left Computer Application and English Paper 2 results that I haven't seen yet. So I have to wait till tomorrow or even this wednesday. Tomorrow is my birthday and I can't believe it is also the day I make my NRIC.:D I'm really excited for tomorrow and I can't wait!:D

16 October 2011

2011-10-16T19:17:00.003+08:00

Today I stayed at home didn't really go anywhere until a few hours ago, I went to the mall with my mum and my sister bought a I-Phone 4 for my birthday. Well she and my brother shared their money to buy for me as my birthday gift. I signed it up for student plan so its under my mum signature. I can't believe my very first smart phone will be a I-Phone.:D I'm really happy of course but, they spend their hard time money to buy for me this. So I have to study hard and work hard to make them proud.:') Tomorrow I'm getting back some of my subjects' results. I hope I have at least pass every single one of my subjects. OH MY GOD~ feeling so scared for tomorrow:( but I'm happy for the day after tomorrow as its my BIRTHDAY!:D

15 October 2011

2011-10-15T19:57:00.003+08:00

Today, went to the temple as today was my religions' Goddess day. It's the day where every Buddhism have to eat vegetarien food. I also went to a Music School today to ask for some individual music courses. And I picked piano.:) I'm not going to start now but I'm going to start next month as I need to save up some more money for the piano course. Well, my birthday is coming. I wish I have a Piano at home for me to play with so that I don't have to wait when I'm at school so I could play and even when I start my piano lessons, I don't have to keep bothering/troubling them from lending their piano. I really wish I have one. A keyboard is also fine with me but they told me that when you play a keyboard for too long, our hands will grow soft and tired. So the best is to have a piano. I really hope I have one but, there's no space in my house for me to put and I'm not rich enough to buy one.:( I wish this dream could come true some day.

14 October 2011

2011-10-14T18:47:00.003+08:00

Today I didn't get back my results for all my subjects. I have to wait till next week then I will get my results back.

13 October 2011

2011-10-13T19:08:00.003+08:00

Today I only went to the Wet Market to help out my mum to clean up the store. Tomorrow I'm going back to school to get back some of my academics results and I'm really scared about it. I don't know how's my results will end up like but I hope I will at least pass my examination.

12 October 2011

2011-10-12T20:18:00.003+08:00

Today, I had fun going out with my Secondary School Friends in the afternoon although I don't really talk alot. This is roughly what I do:

Go help my mum to update the bank book

Went to Long John Silver to eat a little snacks with my friends

Went to virtualland to play

Walk around the mall

Went to McDonalds' to get some Oreo Mcflurry(p.s. I enjoy eating Oreo Mcflurry. hehe:D)

I went back to Long John Silver to buy some takeaway food for dinner & finally;

Go Home

Its cool that one day I can do this things with my secondary school friends. Well...after tomorrow, I'm going back to school to get back some of my papers results. Hope I didn't fail.:(

11 October 2011

2011-10-11T19:30:00.003+08:00

Today went to the wet market and help my mum out. After that went home and became very bored. Overall, nothing new today. Tomorrow going out with my secondary school friends to Junction 8 shopping. Haha:D not really counted as 'SHOPPING' but we just go there and walk around, play in the arcade or even watch movies. For 3 years, this is my first time going out with my Secondary School friends.:) Hope tomorrow will be a nice day. :)

10 Ocotober 2011

2011-10-10T19:50:00.003+08:00

Yay!:D Finally Final Year Examination is over!:D Now all I have to do is to wait for all my subjects results.:D Hmm...so I have three days to relax from the stress but I still have to go to the wet market to help my mum out in my dad's friend's business. Oh well...its good to help out. I guess...:)

9 October 2011

2011-10-09T19:30:00.003+08:00

Today, I went to take my photo for my future NRIC.:D I can't believe I grown up so fast as time pass by so fast.:D And funny thing is that the day when I'm doing my NRIC, is the day I celebrate my Birthday and I was so happy about that. Haha:D well...tomorrow is the last day for Final Year Examination so I need to work hard for my last paper then it will be PARADISE TIME!:D so I have to Jia You Jia You, Gumpadeh Gumpadeh & Hwaiting!!!:D

8 October 2011

2011-10-08T20:11:00.004+08:00

Today, I don't know what to say but...I'm being very quiet...I don't even want to talk or anything...but I'm talking lesser and lesser. Actually, I was planning on recording a video of me singing but then...I got dry throat so I can't sing for a few days. I must try my best to cure it before my Final Year Assessment for Music.

7 October 2011

2011-10-07T22:27:00.003+08:00

Today, I didn't manage to finish up my Maths Paper 2. But I have to buck up on my Maths Paper 1. Hmm...today is okay...i guess...but not much to write about today...so maybe I will write more for tomorrow...I guess...

6 October 2011

2011-10-06T18:33:00.003+08:00

Today, I thought it was overally a good day. But...I guess not...:'( Well...let me start from the beginning.

Morning will be of course in school for my examination. The CPA Pratical Paper was easy. The Science Paper wasn't that bad either. Okay skip until afternoon or even going to be evening around 5 something which is going to strike 6, I asked my mum shold I go online and look for a RECORD LABEL(I know its very stupid to ask but I ask anyway) then she asked me is it in Singapore or other countries? I told her other countries. Then, she told me I can't as I'm still studying in Singapore. I told her that there are other Singers [e.g Greyson Chance, Cody Simpson etc.] are still studying too. But then, she told me that my experience in Music was not professional enough as I can't sing lots of songs, vocal not good enough and no musica experience. My heart sank after she said all that! But I think that she got a point too. Because I'm not professional in music, I'm not rich enough and I'm still studying! Well...then...I thought that maybe I should GIVE UP my DREAM as a SINGER!!! Its totally IMPOSSIBLE for me after I thought about what my mum told me. So...therefore, I think the girl who always wanted to live her dream and studying so hard to get her dream come true...just ENDED her passion and dream here...:'(

5 October 2011

2011-10-05T19:16:00.003+08:00

Todays' CPA Theory Paper was average for me but the Element of Business Skill (a.k.a EBS) Paper, I have to admit that it was very hard. I didn't finish the paper on time. I hope when I get back my results, I hope I will pass all my subjects. Now, I am really worried for thursday, friday and next monday as I am taking a harder subject(Maths & Science) exam for the next few day. I am really worried and scared now.:'(

4 October 2011

2011-10-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

Todays' English Paper 2 was harder than yesterdays' English Paper 1 but I still can cope up with it. Which is good. After school, straight away go to the wet market to help my mother out until 12 something in the afternoon. After that, went home to do my stuff and then study alittle and rest my eyes for awhile. So roughly, is a little bit busy today but tomorrow is going to be a more busy day for me! Brain is going to burst in any minute for tomorrow!0.0